In the depths of concluding a 15-year cycle, so did all of the cardinal signs. It’s said to be karmic, and at the end of the cycle and even now, I find myself navigating similar situations with different timelines laid out before me. Assessing my ability to handle the chaos, I can attest that the moment the cycle ended, there has been a noticeable increase in ease and grace in the evolution of all that is and will be.
Our reactions to life’s flow are our greatest teachers. If we react with the energy of doubt or inability, that’s precisely what manifests. While trust is crucial, controlling our reactions and honoring each experience with integrity, ease, and grace are equally vital.
I commenced the year with a parasite cleanse following my quartile Kali ma chaos, where I united with my inner Shiva to dismantle. Beautiful things arise from rebirth, yet I acknowledge the necessity to clean up certain messes. Having recognized this about myself, I decided to eliminate the part of me that destroys in unhealthy ways.
The first consideration was identifying what feeds this aspect of me — physically, spiritually, and emotionally. Rather than intellectualizing it, I delved deep within, observing parasitic thoughts and the individuals around me contributing to these aspects. Recognizing the importance of transcending and revisiting these connections in a different phase of life for my evolution.
The initial days were emotionally intense, accompanied by illness and purging. Employing apple cider vinegar enemas and crafting my protocol from days of research and intuition, I navigated through the multitude of perspectives on the internet, ensuring alignment with my soul’s calling rather than someone else’s viewpoint.
As days passed, I detoxed more intensely than ever, clearing not only physically but also in my field, dreams, and sleep. Visiting my local shamanic elder, who shared insights about the end of the 15-year cycle, revealed a connection to the year my mother passed away.
Closing out this parasite cleanse brought forth vicious nightmares, forcing me to confront past traumas. Returning to the cleanse intensified the process, teaching me profound lessons about food, healing, and the transformative power of a parasite cleanse — marking the most pivotal time of my life. In reflection, this journey has been a testament to the resilience and transformative potential within.
In conclusion, as I reflect upon this intricate tapestry of transformation woven over the course of the 15-year cycle’s closure, I find beauty in the chaos, grace in the unraveling, and a profound sense of rebirth. The journey through the depths of cleansing, both physically and spiritually, has not only unveiled the power of resilience within but has also bestowed upon me a deeper understanding of the intricate dance between darkness and light. It is within the crucible of personal destruction and renewal that I’ve discovered the profound artistry of self-discovery. As I emerge from the chrysalis of this transformative period, I carry forward the wisdom gained from purging not only physical parasites but also the lingering shadows of past traumas. This chapter, marked by nightmares and healing, stands as a testament to the exquisite metamorphosis that occurs when we confront the depths of our being with courage and unwavering authenticity.
